My Special Someone

In e real tommyrot of purport and erotic spot, there is always something new to discover and moments to treasure forever. Even is liveliness is painful and full of suffering, there is always nonpareil thing that would befuddle us the courage to stand and face all the consequences of living love. brio is a never-ending journey. We tend to find mortal that we thought that would uttermost a looktime hardly sometimes, we became too blind of loving to the finale of giving everything without any(prenominal)thing in return that drop dead a result of world a martyr. However, in spite of the hardships that we obligate matte, we lock in fall in love again and hope that the next time we fall, our heart our disappear a enormous with our love and non fall in the ocean deviation us wounded alone.Personally, I can say that falling in love is the greatest feeling on earth. Despite of all the problems that bechance in our path, it ordain always be fine because we knew that t here is aerial through the eyes of our special someone. I believe this perspective because I presently feel the same way. aft(prenominal) all, I knew that I flip nominate the one for me and I am truly blessed to have this woman by my side and prayed that she will stay with me for the rest of my life. Because of the certain feelings that I have for her, I compliments to share my special someone named Shabnam.Shabnam is a very fine, loving and caring person. She is 25% Spanish, 25% Filipino, and 50% Indian. Shabnam has a different life-story, which we only often see in the ikon or television. Shabnams preceptor is Indian while her draw is Spanish. Her father knew her m otherwise in Spain where they fall in love. Their love with one a nonher(prenominal) produced a child, which is Shabnam. While her mother was pregnant, her father and her mother went to India. When her father and mother got there, Shabnams mother found out that her father was already hook up with to another wo man who is also pregnant during those times.Aside from this, the family of Shabnams father does not want Shabnams mother because she is Spanish. Eventhough this was the case, Shabnams mother accepts the situation and lock away pursues the birth of Shabnam but her mother and father separated. Shabnams stepmother born her half brother named Vishal. Her father brought Vishal to San Jose, California, USA. Ew years later, Shabnams mother died due to cancer. After her mother died, she had to live with her father but despite her father exist, she still seeks for a mother figure that would guide and take care of her. She rattling wanted to have a mother that is why she went to India to ask her stepmother to go to the USA to bring back the family together.Through this story, I realized that she is not self-loving because even if she wanted to have a mother, she did not search for anything else but her stepmother whom she asked to bring the family back, which is the original family. Throu gh this personality of Shabnam, it really brought me to the fact of loving and taking care of her. She deserves to be loved because she does not have any anger and selfishness even if she was lack of love and concern coming from a mother. I was amazed and I revered her eagerness and concern of delivery back the family again after a long time. Shabnams story can be a realization to other children who build nuisance towards their parents because of their parents illegitimate human relationship. However, despite of this situation of Shabnam, I love and will always love her as best as I could.I started admiring Shabnam because of her smile and pullive eyes. I did not even think that she had a special family situation because she attended to be happy always. Having a special relationship with Shabnam is amazing because she is very caring and humble. I guess despite of her family background, she cadaver humble and generous for it is the only way of showing her love to other people that should be for her mother.She is a Libra and I am a counterpart. Based on the astrology, Libra and Gemini are compatible with one another. Maybe, we were meant for each other because even the astrology says that we have both found one another I to her and her to me. We have also so legion(predicate) things in common it is because we both have an Indian blood and though she has different blood aside from Indian blood, she was raised as an Indian because she lives in his father.My present relationship with Shabnam is great. We are having moments that I treasure at bottom my heart. I am always happy when we were together. She start out me laugh, she make my heartbeats fast, she teach me to be understanding because she understand the deeper perspective of life even if it is very hard and problematic.Having an extraordinary feeling of great love and happiness, I use to think if getting get married. I want to marry Shabnam because she is the one I am looking for. I whop that not everything whitethorn seem to be perfect but despite of it all, I want to be with her for the rest of my life. Maybe people will think that I am too frustrated and too much rushing of getting married but logically, a person do not want to take out the opportunity of having someone he/she is looking for a long time. At may age, I know what I want and I know what I feel. I am sure with this next phase of my life in case she will accept my love. Now, I do not want to lose Shabnam for she is very special to me that I never felt before.When I am alone, I used to think of my future with my Shabnam. I think of our future life, which I know will be rattling(prenominal) and unbeatable. I think of our future children that Shabnam and I will love and nurture. I think of our never-ending happiness even if we are already old. I also think of Shabnam while being with me I will make her happy and contented in life. I will not leave Shabnam as long as I breathe and live.Writing this paper ma kes me express my love, joy and admiration to Shabnam. She opened my eyes to different perceptions of living in this kind of world. I used to live as it is before having my cause world and ignoring many things but when I met Shabnam, things have change and make me become a better person that is why I love Shabnam every daylight because she was not just a beautiful person immaterial but also inside. Today, we are having a great time together, care the fire burning in our hearts with love, faithfulness, and loyalty with one another. She may not tell that she do not want to be akin her mother but I know she does so I will took care of her and love her as my one and only in this unit wide world.While writing this paper, I also created a simple numbers for Shabnam that shows my love and admiration to her. I want to give her this poem as a sign of my love to her that will not fade until the day I die because I love her so much.I have searched for you,A long, long time ago.I thought I would never ever met,Someone who is like you.Now youre here with me,And hope will always be.The one I admire before,Today, tomorrow and forevermore.You make my heart sing,You make my life ring.You bring cheer in the sky,You bring colors in the dark.I want to be with you,I want to love you.I want to marry youSo please answer, I do.Work CitedFutral, Ann. Gemini with Libra. (2006) Retrieved August 27, 2007 from